It's time to terminate it. Reboot myself.

📁 Life
It’s time to terminate it. Reboot myself. It is the 12th years since we met. It is a long long time. She was one in a million. One in a billion. One in a googolplex! I still could remember the first day we met. We met at the O-day of the university we studied. I was just a very shy boy at that time. It’s time to terminate it. Reboot myself. It may be most of the engineers facing the same thing, put her name on the first project. But it seems that there is a curse on the naming. If you name the project by using the girlfriend's name, she will leave, and the relationship will be terminated later. Of course, keeping a good relationship is a hard job. And I was always busy on my studies and works. When I had free time, she will be busy on her works... We sometimes both have free time, usually a short meeting, but I was very enjoyed during the time, the happiest time in my life. She had done nothing wrong, the worse person is just me, I was too focusing on the commitments of my responsibilities and duties from my family. However, they are all history now. It’s time to terminate it. Reboot myself. She is going to get married on the coming November, the month we had the first date 12 years ago. I could only do is just wishing her having a happiness life with her new husband. It's time to terminate it. Reboot myself. The memories couldn't be forget, never and ever. With a deeply broken heart, I just wish I could heal myself faster, so that I could concentrate back on my works, as I had a company and I had too much responsibilities and duties on my shoulder, I couldn't stop... I love looking the stars. I enjoy the time on looking the Milky Way. I like looking at the sky. I enjoy the time of the birds and planes flying around. I like hiking. I enjoy the time to see the nature and feel the great of the universe. I like history. I enjoy on the reading of the human history. It is hard to find another girl, who enjoy on watching the stars, the planes, the nature and reading history... It's time to terminate it. Reboot myself.